Wasted.

I feel so wasted, i miss the past. The fun moments as a carefree kid.
Life is much wasted now. Anyway, i can't wait for my 18th birthday to come any faster. 5 more months..and i have exams on my birthday wth! really tempted to own and rike a bike. But ah, like my parents allow. When i'm 18 i will go visit 7-11 or any mama-shop and buy cig plus beers and with the cashiers still with disapproving looks to wonder if i'm really over 18. Yes i'm fucking 18 i would tell them. Lol sialan. Not like now, have to hunt for kind people to help buy cig. Pathetic.

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting here it's hard for me to look away
So i find the words i could say
i know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And i can't lie
Everytime i leave my heart turns gray
And everytime i want to come back home just to see your face
And i
Cause i just can't take it

I could wait forever.